Wound Opened

Colostomy. My wound had to be opened so to allow the infection to flow from my body easier. This was not a pleasant experience at all though. The procedure of opening the wound was not painful but the psycological pain hurt alot. I new that due to this I was to have a larger scar than normal but it had to be done for my own good I suppose. The scar tissue can be sorted out at my reversal operation. A bit of reconstructive surgery if you like.

Oedema Swelling

Oedema. This is swelling and I had it in my legs and private areas. Horrendous. My legs looked like they belonged to an elephant! I had to have a scan eventuually as the doctors feared I had a blood clot in one of my legs. Happy to say I didnt. This swelling took forever to go away. I had to sleep with my legs elevated at all times which was uncomfortable.

Oedema

Colostomy. Oedema.

Oedema is a condition that causes too much fluid (mainly water) to accumulate in your body. Any tissue or organ can be affected, particularly the hands, legs, feet and around the eyes and sufferers experience debilitating swelling. When lying in bed for a length of time it is the lower body ie: The Legs, that seems to be affected more. Its your kidneys' job to eliminate excess fluids from your body in your urine. If they fail to do this properly then fluid can soon build up in your tissues and result in swelling.

Weight Loss

w Colostomy. Normally a British Size 8 and weighing 8 Stone 2 Pounds, my weight plummeted to 5.5 Stone. I was skeletal. I remember my teeth looked like Tombstones. Although the bottom half of my body was riddled with Oedema, so swollen, the top half of me looked like I had been starved of all nutrients. I had bones protruding, my muscles had wasted away and I was very frail. I dont remember eating very much at all in hospital. I was 'Nil by Mouth' quite alot I seem to remember. This is not a way of dieting I would reccommend!! I looked like a little old lady, walked hunched over and yet still had the motivation in me to get well again.

A sense of humour

Colostomy. Escape Plan. With this disguise, I was hoping to abseil from my hospital room window and sneak out and off home undetected. Escape failed miserably as I hadn't taken into account the fact that I had a catheter and IV drip attached. Maybe tomorrow!

Motivation

Colostomy. What was very very hard was that my Mum and Sister and Family live over 160 miles away from me. It was so difficult for them to come and visit regularly. Here I am though on one very special day with my Mum.